Sigh, where have the time gone....I've absent from the page for a long time....Got caught in this reality we all calls life. There was some highs and some lows. I've gain some friends an I've lost some friends....I've lost my best friend..My best buddy Leo. Those was some tough and dark days...But, having friends that stand by your side and comfort you during those. Just makes life worth while.. I accomplished a lot since the last time, i was here. Finally, got my life going in a direction..Throughout, this journey. I've made some mistakes and I have learned from they.. I threw my heart in the wind for a chance at 💘. Which, that only got me hurt in the worst possible way.
That chapter is behind me now. When I've did that. I didn't realize how helpless and opened that made me.. I don't ever wants to feel like that ever again. This time, I'm taking things slow. Like I should've done in the first place. Going through a delicate process and finding that one person who fits what your looking for is so so beautiful.. Now, how long can that take.. No one truly knows...but why rush the process and risk messing it up, when good things come to the one's that wait it out...
My career as a truck driver is going good. I have this drive on the inside that's screaming out oh so loudly...More...So, now I want more out of this. I want more out of everything an everyone I come in contact with.This driving force that burns on the inside is fuel by my true goal in life. That's is starting a family on my own. I wants to accomplished that goal so badly. That going through these steps is necessary, and one I'll be able to kick back and enjoy what I work hard to get. Until then, I'm going to keep moving forward and not going to let no one stop me from reaching that goal !
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